What a reward!!

i cannot imagine it.....i was hapily dreaming my way....expecting a fortune to appear, expecting a good amount of money coming to my way......

but today out of a sudden...i got a breaking news... i was told it's not going to happen...sigh...all the dreams, all the hope...all came crashing down...disappearing right in front of my eyes...
well what can i do? nothing right....like what joanne said...no point complaining...complaining will not chance the fact. in fact complaning would actually make it worst...but i had to vent this out...so that at least i can sleep better tonight...so here i am..venting...

now all i can do is to either end this go for another way or to hang on and not thinking about the money....i think i should hang on...its still early to tell what coming...anyway i am stil young..long way to go...sooner or later the money will come..

am i really that materialistic? i know i am but to what extend?? sigh...........money is it that important?

anyway...got to be patient...soon the money will be here.....soon...

phew....i am feeling better already...