Broke!

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby
What it all comes down to Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is giving a high five

this is what i am current feeling....its end of the month...my paid is not here yet...my allowance fr my father already depleted to almost none..i have yet to settle my credit card bill....and my Maybank account was apparently not linked to my ATM due to the inactive state....well i have not been using it for 2 years now....now i hav RM400 in it but cannot access to it

so now i had to activate it back......but easy to said than done...working and going to the bank...it is not an easy job..now i need to get a free time to do it..otherwise...i will be really broke and not happy.

well i was happy...hahaha..i went shopping again...to get some necessities la.....first is some ties...apparently my big boss now fond of wearing ties...so we all had to do so...WTF rite....
second is a sling bag...my backpack already too old to be brought to meet customer...just too bad for the image...

so that is the end of my weekend la...out whole day for saturday and rest at home for the whole of sunday....tomorrow...its back to normal...working life damn boring la....

hahahha

Work work work and more work

work really does not end...it'll come and come and come.....non stop....even when there are days which i had practically nothing to do...then RING...one phone call.....or one fax...i will b occupied for the next hour following up the matter....

now my work get more complicated....i am going to more areas which i need to serve...and this will lead to more quotation which means more work lo.....

but still up till now......i am still liking my job....i DO NOT HATE it....but have yet to feel in love with it...possible i may not for this particular one...why?? read What a reward!! there is some hint and due to sensitive issue which could lead into big trouble to me..i better not leaked it out.

anyway..i hope i will feel in love with it....

now what i need the most is my pay check....i am almost broke...i spent rm155 for a brand new harddisk...as my 6 years old harddisk...crashed last Thursday...but after few restart and setting clicks...it was ok and again yesterday....well i have yet to install the new harddisk...why?? sigh...unknown problem that caused the motherboard to issue warning tone...a problem yet to be solve. i also spent rm 49.90 on 50 dvds...so there goes rm204.90.....

i have yet to pay all the household bills which is approximately rm500...DIE!!!ah....and my pay will only be deposit in my account next wednesday....its gonna be hard to survive this week..

TIRED!

today is the most tired day i had since i start working in Febuary....no thanks to the sleep deprived weekend...now im suffering from it....OMG...so tired....

furthermore...i had to do a freaking 94 quotation....for one client...MAD man....sat in front of the pc for more than 5 hours doing that particular one quotation...one calculation after another. cut and paste details....OMG.....so sick of it....never thought of doing such a freaking long quotation....

tomorrow its postman day!....arranging, folding, stapling, enveloping, stamp-licking and mailing......another boring day.....

i am gonna go out more from now on...cannot stay in office whole day!!

i still need much adaptation to working life...after few months of lepaking..now i need to readapt....luckily office has all you can drink nescafe...hahaha....at least i can get enough caffeine spike to pump my heart and keep me awake in the morning...now i need to get low fat creamer and substitute sugar to reduce my sugar intake....too stationary..sit whole day..i need to be more active...need to maintain my weight...am still carrying the CNY weight...heheh

ok..im crapping now...brain shutting down..hahah...

What a day

My day started with my niece throwing tantrum early in the morning crying for her parents at about 7 something ....she then again woke me up half hour later asking me to tag along with my father and her out....then again at 9am she woke me up again...ask me to go had breakfast with her and my parents...

so the deprived sleep me...woke up...ate breakfast...came home..and laid on the sofa watching boring show on the tv...then i bathe hugo and look after all my pets followed by some errant
by 3 something i am back at home..having my McD...and i crashed the bed for a nap

i woke up about 5 and blurred for about an hour..then i had to get ready and reluctantly went to my company's annual dinner.....well since i just joined the company...i should show my face la...right...don't like it also...i have to go for the sake of being there...

by 7...i reached the venue...no idea where is the ballroom...i just drove nearby and see i find it or not...then i saw some of my colleagues in two cars, so i decided to follow them to the exact place....so there i was in the middle of three cars...going slow...and then stopped....right after we found the correct venue...i looked back and the other car following me or not...and right then...i see her car coming right into mine...BAM!!!!...my car jolted....then..i told myself.....damn...an excellent "women" driver!!! sure my car will be badly damaged......

i opened my car door...and check the damages...luckily...mine was ok....a crack backlight, slightly dented hatch and scratched bumper...well the "women" MYVI was not so fortunate...bonnet fully dented...bumper fully bended.....damages should be very costly...

anyway...the best thing she said was...i did not notice you have stopped....we were talking!!! (obviously her passenger) wah.....if she is not my colleague....i would have exploded...swearing, scolding and yelling.....but since she is...i cannot say anything la..

we parked our car...fully check the damages...and see how the compensation would be....obviously...this is not my fault.... whatever repair that needs to be done...must be paid by her...whether she claim her insurance or out from her...its not my business la...but all i can do is to minimise her damages la...well lets see how things goes..

well...the night did not end there....i got lucky draw...and i was given a hamper...a quite huge one....then...i was again chosen to be "10 BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE" in the company...5 guys and 5 gals.....and again i was given a complimentary of a cow shaped card holder.....

the dinner ended at about 11 and i came back home only get stucked in a jam at the KESAS's Hicom interchange for 15 minutes due to road upgrading...yup...a jam at 11pm. then and i had to had maggi curry to filled my stomach just before 12

so i had bad luck at the beginning of my night and good luck...again good luck followed by bad luck....

what a day....

Redundant work

i found that what i am doing at the moment at work is very redundant....all this should be done by others like a clerk or secretary perhaps....but for a sales executive...i found it...too time consuming...instead we should be concentrating in getting the best deal and earn the most....

most of my days were spent doing quotation and enquiry...well that is fine...but to do invoice, delivery order, credit notes and the worst..preparing goods to be delivered ie...fill up the damn citylink form to courier goods....my god...a total waste of time...like i am doing an accountant's work....

well...i guess..its an advantage to understand all this tedious paperwork....after all its all about learning la...paying tuition fees to the community university...haahha......okla....vent out liao......now need to move on and do my work...another day tomorrow......then its weekend......but cannot rest....parents around...then annual dinner on saturday night....

wah...i desperately in need of resting.........so tired....i need to spike my self with loads of nescafe in the morning. just to be able to function...hahaha..and...i've been sitting too much in front of the PC this 2 weeks...and gained some weight....

oh well..time to rest...another day ahead...

What a reward!!

i cannot imagine it.....i was hapily dreaming my way....expecting a fortune to appear, expecting a good amount of money coming to my way......

but today out of a sudden...i got a breaking news... i was told it's not going to happen...sigh...all the dreams, all the hope...all came crashing down...disappearing right in front of my eyes...
well what can i do? nothing right....like what joanne said...no point complaining...complaining will not chance the fact. in fact complaning would actually make it worst...but i had to vent this out...so that at least i can sleep better tonight...so here i am..venting...

now all i can do is to either end this go for another way or to hang on and not thinking about the money....i think i should hang on...its still early to tell what coming...anyway i am stil young..long way to go...sooner or later the money will come..

am i really that materialistic? i know i am but to what extend?? sigh...........money is it that important?

anyway...got to be patient...soon the money will be here.....soon...

phew....i am feeling better already...

Another weekend gone

its alredy 11.51 pm sunday night...another weekend about to pass...

what i did was purely normal weekend activities.....

saturday morning..i woke up...go out to fix my car's door speaker cover...but i ended up spending RM350 on 4 alpine speakers replacing the old OEM speakers.....well i have been ignoring it for few years now...this time around...since the door panel has been removed..i decided its a good chance to do it..once and for all...furthermore..i'll be sitting in my car almost half of the day travelling here and there...so...i guess okla...

then i got it done in about an hour rush to tapau lunch and rushed to PJ to pick up joanne and head to Ikea/The curve....when we're in the curve joanne said she want to check her HSBC credit card's point at the booth....there we saw the same girl that i applied my HSBC card earlier in September...ahahah...what a coincidence......so i complained la...my last application was rejected...so still want me to apply ah...but then she told us..they having promo now..apply now can get instant gift...hahah so the opportunist us went ahead and applied and also supplement each other for additional gift. at the end we had 3 sets of gift, 2 coca-cola glass cups and a universal HP charger....

then we head to Ikea and spent RM100.80 for storage rack and others. at about 5.30, jessie, joanne's best university friend joined us and we had baskin robbin till 7. she then brought us to Kepong, next to Carrefour for Bak Kut Teh followed by her new crib for house warming....anyway i left about 11pm while they hang out till 2.30 according to joanne...

well today i basically did nothing but managing my pets...i had to bathe Hugo and change my aquarium waters. really did not sat down and not worry about the things i need to do...sigh...
tomorrow..it's monday and need to work...

next weekend i hope i can sit down at home and relax.....finger crossed...

My First Time

today...my first time meeting client....a non scheduled one causing me to make a delivery cum client meeting. luckily it was a good one. at least i did not get scolded or whatsoever.

at first, i was feeling anxious....nervous...but i made thru it....and i found that..i do not actually feel awkward at all...i even made the guard laughed at the way i filled in the sign in booklet....hahahahah

nonetheless, i actually enjoyed it after i left the client's place....so have i found "THE ONE"
well time will tell...

its weekend...time to relax and enjoy....ikea sale started...so...ikea...here i come...

So far so good

been working for 4 days now...so far so good....suprisingly less stress and less tiring compare to my previous one. made some mistake along the way....said lots of sorries...hahhaha.....luckily i have a patient supervisor...

went to lots of places which i haven been before...very interesting though....haahha. kinda enjoy it....or i have found "THE ONE".....time will tell...

anyway...with the maid around...all housework has been taken away from my shoulder and all i need to do is to take care of my pets and Hugo included of course.....
pity the fella...stay in his kennel all day long.....have 2-3 hours a day out...and all this 4 days...i took him out for his daily walk around the neighbourhood and but not least...to play with him...soon...i'll ask the maid to let him out during the day...when she get use to him...actually his playfulness...too friendly to her liking...

well tomorrow is Friday...hahah....weekend is here...the days which i hope everyday is weekend is finally back....sigh...life is very miserable...