JULY 2007

In July.....wow!! A bad month indeed.

Ok....let see....first was a big round of backstabbing and complain about my work....a bitch that taking over my area come back to office and told the business manager that my service to a lecturer in a private university was very bad till my name was blacklisted.....

I have no idea why but it seems that the lecturer claim that my service to him is bad because I do not deliver the good he ordered and I said “if you wanna cancel.....cancel la”.
A totally different of what I told the stupid lecturer. And the good was not supplied by the supplier....so I had to resort to give a temporary replacement and even allow him to cancel the order if he does not want it.....i’m like OH MY GOD......why the lecturer in that private university like this one….this is the second case I kena liao.

Then my sales coordinator claim my work is messy and I did not pass things to her well....okla..i admit la…my work can only be followed up by myself la....but I am also following up others mess as well....I already informed her where are my things is...and if you need to know anything..just sms me or email me. I even told her where are my things if she needs to use it....plus, I already did all the necessary things I should have done before I left. Just that a few recent requests during my trip.

So what can I say....backstabbing happens when you are not around to stop it. My boss told me to do my thing properly and avoid these things to happen again.....there I go spending the rest of the week....getting the bulk of work I got during the trip and some promised visit to the customers…

Then out of the sudden....the following week....a call from the boss asking me to go back office after meeting my customer....I normally will be heading home after meeting my customers....my boss is ok with it all these while....

But things have change....the vice president now is the kind that mind sales going home after meeting customer and need to go back office to show our faces even we are not back to do any work....which I hate by the way.

This Vice president.....commented that I am not getting my sales and not doing my work well....you see....from the backstabbing and insufficient of sales.....i am being the one she first tried to shoot using the new found power…so my boss was so stressed from her comment...till she scolded me and everyone else....for the first time....i never seen her so angry all these while.....so I just shut up and let her blow up.

After she blowed up.....i explain why I got all these comments....sigh.....after all the “Don’t worry we won’t let you die....there will be an incubation period” so where all these empty promises from the VP????...she told me all these when I accept the post transfer.....and now.....what do I get?? Comment that I am incapable of doing my work? Where is the FUCKING incubation period? 1 fucking month? 1 which I have like 2 weeks to see my customers....come on la....I only started to see come of the customer in mid June..... then I left for Ho Chi Minh for a week..came back I have tons of work and I am already meeting some customers. And BAM the second week........I got the comment!..
Dammit man...........

So after the comment, my boss advised me to be smart in planning my outing and try to go back office after going out. So there go my free and easy working hours. The remaining of the months...I planned my outing well...meeting my customers...getting quotation...just to shut the mouth of the VP..

But that did not end...my boss got so stressed out....till she dropped the marketing and joining me to service the industrial market...so that the figures given to her will be reached....to be frank...alone by myself..i do not think I can and so do my boss. It is obvious because most industrial market already had their blanket order early of the year and they are still on it till now...so...sigh...what can I say...try my best lo....

This has been a bad month man.....so stressed...till I gained weight because I am too stressed out and worried on my work till I did not monitor my eating....I kept eating and eating and more eating.....my mind was too distracted....I did not get enough sleeps.....resulting in more coffee..and craving for food I should have to avoid.....i end up eating the food to keep me happy.....now my weight shoots up...every one noticed it....and so do i...
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have to go back and be myself now....I just do my best and if it is not enough...then by all means fire me la.....i do not mind..hahahah...coming from the generation that dares to disobey orders.....lets see how my august will be? Hopefully better I think.